
U should be happy. U use to be happy. you use
to be so happy last time this happened. but you are
cautious now, even
if he will never hurt you. you have him, great. but for some reason you
dont find yourself thinking positive still. you think about whats going
to happen. you go out, you break up. no kisses or make ups. no more best
friend. you think about the thousand different ways he could hurt
you, because you know that you werent ever the one who moved on or
changed your mind. you never had someone else. you had to deal with the
pain, hurt, heartache. you had to deal with the aftermath of every
single person you ever wanted. and now when the right guy comes along,
theres nothing left to be happy about. you are preparing yourself to
what is to come. he may be fixing your heart right now but you know
nothing lasts forever. and though he might seem innocent, you know that
the second you let yourself fall completely for him he will change his
mind. here is finally a guy you can love, a guy safe enough for you to
fall for. but because of everyone else, you will never give him the
chance. please dont fall for me. please. you have no idea how messed up i
am. walk away before its too late ♥
